...........RAZI..........

well ive made new intention for this year.. but unfortunately it's not going so well. uhh need a really strong heart to do that.. well its not that tough.. it depends on yourself.. hmm by the way.. there is one attitude that i cant get off from me.Which is im proscatinating + take granted of all things happen around me.. I need a really good self motivation..hmmm come on.. its not that hard.. you may take only 5 or 10 at most to do that...and + ive done something wrong. Really wrong.. and i did that almost everyday... and my result will be out on 24th jan... -__-' O'Allah the almighty please give me your forgiveness.. amin..

I keep wondering why I love to hurt myself I don't have to do that.Shut up and forget the past.You have to think for future.A lot of things need to be done and to think about.Tomorrow i have my license test and still i didn't sleep yet.It's already 2.45 a.m.Seriously I need to sleep.=) hmm and I kept think of this thing for a long time ago.If this world would have a machine that can delete the unwanted memories I might be the first person volunteering to be the guinea pig.There's so much unnecessary memories in my brain.Hmm well it wouldn't be happen.=) Maybe whacking squash ball on the wall would reduce this feeling.Man I feel so bad with it.. Maybe I can make people laugh while they sad.But I hardly make myself laugh.It's an odd attitude though.Ok I think thats all for this morning.=) Good luck for myself and CHILL laaa... =).